My lost little one As I sit here and think of my lost little one I think of what you would have been like, Would you have looked like me? Would you have fit the family? I think about you and wonder my darling, I wish I could have met you, if only held you once, I know you had to be taken away, to be at home where I too will be one day, I know my lost little one that you are gone, gone but not forever In my heart I know that one day we will be there together, And I will never let you go, No one will hurt you, my lost little one, I fought for you, please believe me I did I fought to save you, but he was just too strong, He took you away, and left me that day, I want you to know I love you, and to know I am sorry, for making you go, the way you did, the doctors said it didnt hurt you, that you had not felt anything, and I hope they were true, because I could feel everything I wish I could do it again, I would have been gone, gone away with you, so that he could not do us wrong I would do anything for you, you are my child, my shining star, my life I know my words can not change the past, but they can change the future, My lost little one, it will never happen to your brothers or sisters, I will protect them to the death, I will not let them go too, I had to lose you, that was hard enough to do. You are my first little boy and believe me I remember you, I love you my son, my little man, my kye I miss you xxx